Incoherent Thoughts.

Submitted by animus on Wednesday, 4 August 20107 Comments

.Sound fills the room

A room once filled with longing

A group of individuals

Tries to mingle without expectations

But not me

Because I dream of something

As smoke and noise fill the corners of my own dream

I bound to realize that I don’t belong

Because I am no one

Someone different from them

Not the same person I projected to be

A realization that really hurts

Then where should I be

If this is the only place I have

The only space for my belonging

All I want is to be a part of it

A really equal character

But no matter what

Reality cuts through

A pretentious smile could mask up this man

I may not be lost at all

But I feel I do

Bottles of alcohol couldn’t break me

But it can make me feel at ease

In a world I am compelled to create on my own

Just a world for me

Now what

I can see them

Enjoying and contented

With their own stories

Stories I am not involved

Where I am nothing

But a petty stranger

Then somewhere I belong

I wish it is in this room

I just wish

That it may be true

But would it happen

If I am not a part of it

Just something I thought

Then I guess I expected too much

This really hurts

To fall for nothing and loosing your way

I am pretty quite sure

It is only a hallucination

And I am a bystander

In another’s world

Now I must contemplate

That hurt is enough for me

To survive in this story

To look forward alone

Smiling yet reserved

Looking yet unknown

Seen yet indefinable

Someone

Just someone

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7 Comments »

kd said:

ur not JUST someone doo. coz YOU are someone… to us ^_^

- 9 August 2010 at 8:15 am

badet said:

aw. parang ang lungkot naman ng post mo. wag ka poh maxado malungkot koya ngiti poh ikaw lagi, malay mopag-ngumiti ka,may napapasaya kna plang iba be blessed

- 9 August 2010 at 5:02 pm

Len said:

who is that someone?? hehe

- 12 August 2010 at 6:26 am

duking said:

wow.nice poem.

sabi nga sa kantang iris…

‘yeah you breath just to know your alive…’

kala mo lang.pero kasali ka sa buhay.ramdam kita.ramdam ko ang tula.

lupet.ibang klase.

- 12 August 2010 at 5:03 pm

J. Kulisap said:

English, nangati ang ilong ko.

Kasama ka pa rin, hindi mo lang alam

- 14 August 2010 at 3:52 am

tsokolate22 said:

facebuko themed ang site mo ahh! hehehehe buti ka pa, binigyan ka na ng nuffnang ng ads.. hehehehe

about sa poem, pwedeng paki-translate sa tagalog? natunaw na ang utak ko ehh.. hehehehehe =P

- 15 August 2010 at 4:53 pm

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