it's over now. i am letting go.

it’s over now. i am letting go.

Submitted by Pseudonym on Tuesday, 12 July 201116 Comments

Twenty-five fils’ (1.75 php) burning in my finger tips. I am in euphoria. My mind is wandering in clouds of smoke. I had to make a tough decision… I can’t take it anymore. It is finally over.

It’s been four years or so, but I have to let go of you. another year has ended and I wouldn’t want you to stay in my life. You’ve been with me through dark phases of my existence. I shared with you the joys of my reality. but I can’t take it anymore. Everyday and everynight, all through the time you have given me much pleasure. I can’t start my day without you, I can’t even sleep without you touching my lips.

When I am with you… I am in nirvana, feeling so light and giving me the courage to face my fears and doubts. I am thankful though but I have to set you free… out of my life. It’s like I can’t breathe this past days with you. my heart is in deep pain everytime my hands are grasp with you. I know, in a way you shed light in my darkness and yet I can live better-off now without you.

I will still see you everyday, everywhere I go. In time I will definitely won’t think of you anymore. You made me do a lot of things I never thought I could make. But now, I have faith in myself… I know I can. Thank you.

My head is spinning now… this is the last time I will get hold of you. I couldn’t say I love you… but I was addicted to you. You are now a burden to me. I cast you out. Never again. I am letting go.

Farewell, my Marlboro.

NOTE: This is a re-post from my Friendster blog dated 01 January 2009.

Puna. Kumento. Kuro-kuro.

16 Comments »

enrico6160866 said:

gling mo bro..ok lng b paste ko to sa blog ko?

- 21 January 2009 at 8:24 am

dan3ru said:

pareng erick… ayos yan. ok lang. paste mo lang. thanks sa appreciation. hehe, miss ka kita ah. musta na ba? 313 rulez!

- 21 January 2009 at 8:28 pm

auramancer-twelve said:

nice piece you have there!

- 27 February 2009 at 7:59 am

Ian Austria said:

sabi ko na e, parang nabasa ko na to non. LOL.

taga-bundok

Bok, nakailang repost na nga eh. LOL

- 12 July 2011 at 4:52 am

sphere said:

tsk tsk tsk THE POWER OF MARLBORO I COMPELS YOU! ulitin 3x saka wisikan ang may ari ng blog na to bwahahaha

please don’t let me go pleeeeaaaasssseeee

Love,
marlboro

taga-bundok

I hate you na Marlboro! Ayoko na… pero pwede isa na lang. Bakit ba kasi di kita mapakawalan. Tukso! LOL

- 12 July 2011 at 6:11 am

mg said:

hahaha kaya pala umuusok yung kamay. marlboro pala. hehehe. galing talga sir. turuan mo nga ako ng writting tips. hehe

taga-bundok

LOL. Iniisip ko kung sinong MG… may kilala kasi akong commenter na MG din. Kikilabotz! Wala naman akong alam na mga tips. Sulat lang ng sulat! \o/

- 12 July 2011 at 8:32 am

NJ said:

May all your weeds be wildflowers… I tried so many times. This time I’ll give it one more try – no ‘ifs’ and or ‘butts’!

taga-bundok

Thanks SIr NJ for the comment. I do hope I could have said no ‘ifs’ and or ‘buts’… i’m trying.

- 12 July 2011 at 7:51 pm

L said:

haha! sabi na eh. hindi ‘to babae; pasakalye ‘to para sa pagku-quit ng yosi. \m/

taga-bundok

Parekoi! Yun yun eh. Kapag walang babae sa buhay, it’s either alak o yosi. LOL

- 13 July 2011 at 6:50 am

bulakbolero said:

natuloy ba ang pagkwikwit? hanggang ngayon di ka na ulet humawak ng yosi?

asteeg sa pagkakalatag ser.

taga-bundok

Natuloy naman mga isang araw. LOL.
Salamt boss sa pagkumento. Yosi tayo.

- 13 July 2011 at 6:54 am

WP said:

Sana kayanin mo Dan! ako kasi di ko kinakaya pero susubok pa rin naman ako LOL!

taga-bundok

Magiging quitters na tayo. LOL

- 15 July 2011 at 9:59 pm

J. Kulisap said:

Naisip ko lang, kung ituring ang yosi bff pero siya din pala ang unti-unting papatay sayo.

Well good naman iyang desisyong iyan. RA 9211

taga-bundok

Pero totoo naman na may pagkakataong nakakatulong ang yosi para makapag-isip. Minsan, yosi rin lang talaga karamay ko kapag walang alak. LOL

- 17 July 2011 at 6:19 am

Leah said:

Good luck po. Sabi nila, mahirap daw mag-quit sa paninigarilyo.. Pero walang mahirap sa taong desidido/pursigido. Focus. Go, Sir Dan!!

taga-bundok

Wish me luck talaga Donya Leah. Medyo nga. yun lang walang akong desiciveness. Pero, sana lang talaga. Nahihirapan na kais ako minsan humiga.

- 17 July 2011 at 5:46 pm

iya_khin said:

yosi kadiri!!!! yoko talaga sa yosi eversince di ko sya kinareer, isang beses ko lang syang na try tas parang feeling ko lumaki ang ulo ko! hahaha kaya di ko na inulit! hehehe

taga-bundok

Yak! Isang beses… sana kahit two times. Hahaha! Buti nga ulo lang feeling mi lumaki eh, sa akin iba. Biro lang. LOL

- 17 July 2011 at 11:33 pm

cheese said:

sana hindi lang ngayon yan. baka bukas ulit uli hehe.

taga-bundok

Natumbok mo Keso! Every year ganyan naman ako. Medyo nahinto naman… mga isang araw. Haha!

- 19 July 2011 at 6:28 pm

Moks™ said:

Pareho tayo pare ng struggle sa yosi..ako ilang beses ng nangako na titigil na, pero ang hirap… ginagawa ko na lang kung nakaka-6 na sticks ako per day, ginagawa ko na lang 4 0 5 muna,

Mahirap kasi tigilan lalo na p[ag busog, hinahanap ng sistema. Gudluck sa atin.

Nga pala salamat sa pagfollow sa twitter ko, follow kita dito. Balita ko iakw ang susunod na hotseat ni bino.

taga-bundok

Sa totoo lang pre, ilang beses na rin ako huminto… mga 1 day. LOL. Pero ayun, bumabalik nalik pa rin. Ngayon naman, hindi na ako nagyoyosi pag labas ng bahay. Problema lang kapag nasa tapat ng laptop, isang kaha taob.

- 20 July 2011 at 5:28 am

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